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February 12th, 2006
08:26 pm - changes..
so much has changed since i last posted.. its crazy. ugh.. things with B didnt last very life. im so glad thats over.. he really wasnt all that great.. then i was interested in Brett. things were great there for a while.. but ive refrained from talking to him ever since me and Kyle started whatever we have.. its confusing.. its really confusing.. cuz.. like.. yea.. ill go into further detail later.. but its really weird.. i just met him recently.. but im crazy about him.. like, we'll talk on the phone for 3 hours, and not once run out of things to talk about. its really cool. hes great. we're not together though.. but i spose thats okay. Diane has met him and she approves so thats awesome. :D my boss rocks!! anyways.. ive been very ornary lately.. like everythings been pissing me off.. especially little things.. its weird.. but.. oh-well.. so sorry if i snap at anyone. ha.. me and Jess got into some trouble.. that sucked.. im grounded now.. im an idiot.. shes grounded too.. her dad doesnt want her talking to me.. its stupid.. parents can be so flipping retarded! ugh! but yea.. i think im gonna work on English now.. love yall..
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/threnody/mice/m-loved.gif) is this crazy feeling "love"!?
Current Music: sister hazel - your winter
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07:57 pm - this is deep..
1. If you were to die this evening with no opportunity to communicate with anyone, what would you most regret not having told someone?
i would regret not telling people exactly what they meant to me
2. If a new medicine were developed that would cure arthritis but cause a fatal reaction in 1 percent of those who took it, would you want it to be released to the public?
Yea.. People know what it can do to them.. its their decision whether or not to take the medicine
3. If you were able to live to the age of 90 and retain either the body or the mind of a 30-year-old for the last 60 years of your life, which would you want?
Probably the body.. a mind is an ever evolving thing.. im gonna have a good mind no matter what my age.
4. If at birth you could select the profession your child would eventually pursue, would you do so?
nope. id leave it totally up to my child to decide. i cant live anyone else's life besides my own.
5. If you knew there would be a nuclear war in one week, what would you do? (you can't stop it)
i would spend every second with my loved ones reminising and making sure they know i love them.
6. Would you accept twenty years of extrodinary happiness and fulfillment if it meant you had to die at the end of the period?
definately.. all i really want in life is to be happy.. its not the length of life that matters, but the moments of joy it posseses..
7. If the person you were engaged to marry had an accident and became a paraplegic, would you go through with the marriage or back out of it?
of course. if i loved this person enough to spend the rest of my life with him, id be there for him no matter what
8. Someone very close to you is in pain, paralyzed, and will die in a month. They beg you to give them poison so they that they can die. Would you?
this one hits close to the heart.. Manny.. no.. because as long as they were alive, id try my damnedest to figure out a way to save them..
9. Given the choice of anyone in the world, who would want as your dinner guest? as a close friend? as a lover?
Kyle Smyth.. :D
10. What is the worst psychological torture you can imagine suffering? (it cannot involve any physical harm to you)
hmm.. maybe.. being told the one i love doesnt love me back..
11. You and a person you love deeply are placed in separate rooms with a button next to each of you. You know that you will both be killed unless one of you presses the button before 60 minutes pass; furthermore, the first to press the button will save the other person, but will immediately be killed. What do you think you would do?
I would push the button in a heartbeat for someone i love..
12. Would you be willing to go to a slaughter house and kill a cow? Do you eat meat?
nope. i couldnt do it.. i dont really like meat all that much either..
14. Which of these restrictions could you best tolerate: leaving the country permanently or never leaving the state in which you now live?
mm.. i think, never leaving the state i live in.. yea, iowas a hick state.. but.. i got my cowboy here so its worth it. :D
15. If you could choose the sex and physical appearance of your soon-to-be-born child, would you do it?
yea.. i know its bad.. but i dont want my kid to have to be ugly and suffer.. so id make him cute! :D
16. Would you be willing to decrease your life expectancy by 5 years if you could become extremely attractive?
No. im happy with myself the way i am..
17. If your friends and acquaintances were willing to bluntly tell you what they really think of you, would you want them to?
No. I have a good idea of what my "friends" think about me.. and i hate it.
18. Would it disturb you much if, upon your death, your body were simply thrown into the woods and left to rot?
yes, it would. without a permanent place in the ground, id fear id be forgotten..
19. Would you like to know the precise date of your death?
no, i live my life to the fullest, and plus if i did know, thats the only thing id think about and id hate that..
20. Would you be willing to give up all television for the next 5 years if it would induce for someone to provide for 1,000 starving children in Indonesia?
probably.. i dont watch much t.v. anyway..
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: kid rock - devil without a cause
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December 27th, 2005
December 20th, 2005
10:52 am - the ups and down in life.. blah!
heya everyone. life is a fucking rollercoaster i swear! it blows!! things were finally starting to kinda look up, and blah! its all fucked up now.. :(
ill start off with things with BJ. he asked me out, things were good. Momma Mickey found out; i was banned from the house for being with a black guy.. fucking dumb huh?! Mickey tried to like talk me into breaking up with him.. didnt work. we're still together.. cept we didnt talk at all 2 days ago.. had my ass worried!! it sucked! cuz like 3 days ago he was supposed to call me but he didnt.. then we didnt talk at all 2 days ago.. finally he called me at 1:30 this morning. i didnt care though.. cuz i finally got to talk to him. :)it rocked! it bugs me that he was too hung over to call me the other day tho.. :( oh-well i guess.. anywho.. things are good between us right now.. i like him so much!!
ugh!! Mommma Mickey.. fucking bullshit!! i swear to God!! im not allowed at her house cuz im with a black guy.. so get this.. she considers B her "son".. but she disowns me cuz im with him!? its BULLSHIT!!! all because she wants me and Shorty to hook up.. UGH!! i dont think so!! hes.. PUKE!! anywho.. and mommma mickeys mad at me cuz the other night i went to Oelwein instead of stayed at her house.. UGH!! so yea.. she was so pissed, cuz supposably, she was gonna kill herself.. my ass! she wasnt gonna fucking kill herself.. i know her better than that.. :| oh.. and i told her something that REALLY hurt about my biological mom, and all she ould say was, "yeah, well i got my new computer today" UGH!! what the fuck!!?? i fucking needed someone to talk to about my mom possibly having cancer, and all she cared about was her new computer!? UGH!! and she expects me to bend over backwards for her.. im sorry, but i think not.. way to be a good mom... NOT!!!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/threnody/mice/m-angry.gif) TERRIBLE!!! PPL SUCK!!
Current Music: everyone talking..
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December 16th, 2005
10:14 am - yippie for me and Megan and Nikki! :D
heya everyone. B asked me out this morning. :D it was awesome!! i like him alot!! hes very intriguing!! :D oo and Megan and Nick are going out!! YES!! and Nikki and someone will hook up soon! YAY for us!! :D :D :D love yall!
Current Mood: so happy :D
Current Music: ppl talking..
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December 15th, 2005
10:27 am
| You Have Your PhD in Men | 
You understand men almost better than anyone.
You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.
Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful. |
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10:17 am - dumb, but i was bored
The Best Survey Thusfar...
Body: 1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet and street name)
Candy Banyan
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on mother's side first name, favorite candy)
Jean Skittles
3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)
T Ros
4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite animal, name of high school mascot)
Puppy Cougar
5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Myckal McAllen
6. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME: (name of dad/mom, cell phone Company you use)
Michael Iwireless
7. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)
Ros Dus Mit
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/threnody/mice/m-okay.gif) i feel like shit! :'(
Current Music: people talking and being annoying
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December 2nd, 2005
10:33 am - 25% jeez, in kinda naughty
Start with 100%, and take away 1% for everything you've
done/that's happened to you on this list. Put the number you are left with in the subject line EXAMPLE... if you did ONE thing you would put 99%.
Smoked.
Drank alcohol.
Cried when someone died.
Been drunk.
Had sex.
Been to a concert.
Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
Given a blowjob (oral sex)/gotten a blowjob (oral sex).
Given anal sex/gotten anal sex
Been verbally sexually harassed.
Verbally sexually harassed somebody.
Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Been to prom.
Cried at school.
Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
Went streaking.
Given a lap dance.
Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
Kissed a stranger.
Hugged a stranger.
Went scuba diving.
Driven a car.
Gotten an xray.
Hit by a car.
Had a party.
Done drugs.
Played strip poker.
Got paid to strip for someone.
Ran away from home.
Broken a bone.
Eaten sushi.
Bought porn.
Watched porn.
Made porn.
Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
Been in love.
Frenched kissed.
Laughed so hard you cried.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Laughed yourself to sleep.
Stabbed yourself.
Shot a gun.
Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
Watched an animal die.
Watched a person die.
Had sex and/or messed around somewhere with at least one other person present.
Pranked somebody.
Put somebody in the hospital.
Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
Kissed somebody of the same sex.
Dressed punk.
Dressed goth.
Dressed preppy.
Been to a motocross race.
Avoided somebody.
Been stalked.
Stalked someone.
Met a celebrity.
Played an instrument.
Ridden a horse.
Cut yourself.
Bungee jumped.
Ding dong ditched somebody
Been to a wild party.
Got caught stealing something.
Kicked a guy in the balls.
Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
Went out with your friend's crush.
Got arrested.
Been pregnant.
Babysat.
Been to another country.
Had an encounter with a ghost.
Donated your hair to cancer patients.
Been asked out by someone that you never though you'd be asked out by.
Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
Sat on your ass all day.
Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
Had a job.
Gotten cut from a sports team.
Been called a whore.
Danced like a whore.
Been mistaken for a celebrity.
Been in a car accident.
Been told you have beautiful eyes.
Been told you have beautiful hair.
Raped somebody.
Been raped.
Danced in the rain.
Been rejected.
Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
Punched someone/slapped someone
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/threnody/mice/m-happy.gif) happy
Current Music: comp apps class talking
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November 30th, 2005
10:47 am - wow..
I'm so bored!! comp apps suck!!! BLAH!! i wanna go home!!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/threnody/mice/m-mellow.gif) indifferent
Current Music: comp apps class
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November 24th, 2005
08:07 pm - Sophmore!! woo-hoo! :D
7th Grade- bitches, preparing for 8th.
8th Grade- Graduating, backstabbing, and crushes.
9th Grade (Freshman)- Drama. Drama. Drama, a good cry, happiness, and love.
10th Grade (Sophmores)- More drama, backstabbing, koolness, and partying.sex.sex.sex.sex.sex.sex.sex.sex.sex.sex.and more sex
11th Grade (Juniors)- Go crazy, best high school year, kicking ass and sex.
12 (Seniors)- Graduation, matureness, college, partys, and life.
- Repost This In 1 Minute and You Will Have THE BEST HIGH SCHOOL YEAR EVER!!!
- If You Dont You Will Have The Worse... Make Sure Your Title Is The Grade Your In.
Current Music: bright eyes - for you
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